clo sure NOUN: The act of closing or the state of being closed: closure of an incision. Something that closes or shuts. A bringing air defense to an end; a conclusion: finally brought the project to closure. See cloture . The property of being mathematically closed. source: http://education.yahoo.com/reference/dictionary/entry/closure hmm.. i really need to write about this because i can't take it anymore.. or feeling air defense ko lang siguro. haha. well last night, i had a reunion with bent.. mga barkada ko yun, which includes mae.. and my ex of 2 years and 9 months. nagka reunion kasi poonam's leaving for UK, i don't know kung for good.. pero cge, let's just say for good na. (ganon din kasi sinabi nya when she went to michigan and then she came back after a year..) so there.. what do you expect air defense sa mga reunion diba? argh. i hate.. air defense okl let's not use that term.. i feel uncomfy talking about my past when my ex's gf is around. arghhhhhhh. i defined air defense closure above because air defense that's something i've been dreaming to have.. air defense to achieve.. for the past 1 year 10 and months after we broke up. i'm ok, i mean this is my 2nd relationship after her.. but i don't know why.. i can't look at her straight in the eye.. i can't even carry a conversation with her. maybe i'm just shy.. or afriad that i might receive some form of rejection from her.. ive had enough in the past to begin with. maybe i think too much or i'm just pathetic. i don't know really. but heaven knows i love my gf now.. and i want to love her without holding back. poonam told me that i'll be able to achieve closure only if i tell her what i feel.. but what for? i mean she's happy and i don't want to spoil that by suddenly talking about the past na alam kong for her eh tapos na. i think i should really work hard on achieving closure all by my lonesome self. hehe. di na rin ako aasa that we can be friends, because honestly.. i don't think that's possible.. but i'm not closing my doors. it'll take a lot of work nga lang.and this time around, it's not just gonna be me.dapat syempre gusto rin nya na maging friends kami diba. what if ayaw. amp. di wag! lol hay.. ok i'll be honest. i still love her.. di na yata mawawala yun.. but not the same intensity as before. and as much as i don't want to talk about the past.. hindi pwede.. REUNION nga eh.. diba? amp. grrrr! sino ba kasi naka imbento ng reunion na yan?? hehe. pero apir tayo angel.. yun din ang sagot ko kagabi.. syempre di ko pwede sabihin! haha. toinkz air defense ja! ok na saken yung ako ang FIRST GIRLFRIEND.. meaning lahat ng first saken nangyari. haha. go figure kung ano yun ;) damn.. pero what if si angel naman ang last? haha. go.. barahin ko na lang sarili ko. =P poo thanks.. mas maganda ba ko sa kanya?? i love u dude.. lols. pero bad ka, galangin mo matatanda air defense oy! =P fyi, angel is 37 years old and my ex is 36. not bad. tanders. haha. uy... defense mechanism...tapusin ko na nga to nonsense na. *poof*
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